I was inspired to record a video about how my coping techniques are for Depression as a Special Need Mom. Depression is NOT a bad thing, it’s natural. We wouldn’t be humans if we didn’t feel sad or hurt over our children’s suffering. But we have to rise above it and learn some coping techniques to make sure we can move forward with love in our heart. I will try to do more videos as inspiration hits! Make sure to click the subscribe button and the “bell” for notifications! Enjoy! Love & Light, Post Views: 157Read More →

This year I am on track to read about 40 books. I read 30 so far. Surely some are tiny quote books, but several are much longer, thick books. I am not sure if I am trying to avoid reality or just wanting to fill my time with things I can learn from or distract myself with… perhaps a mixture of both. When Nicky was born I tried to fill in the gap of knowledge by perusing the web and the public library. Looking through the pictures, I gasped. Their bodies looked painful, hands webbed, bandaged, in wheelchairs. Was that how Nicky was going to be when he grew older? What effect would EB have on his body? How long would he live? Were there any treatments to make it better? Was there any research going on? There were no answers. In late 1996 the internet was in its infancy andRead More →

I was worried about Nicky yesterday and I told him so. It seems as if lately he sleeps as much as 18 hours a day! He doesn’t do that every day (his normal is about 12), but he has done this at least 3 times this week-and he told me not to worry. He told me that he spent so much time in the hospital this year he’s enjoying the slumber without interruption in the cool, air conditioned room of his. Awww…. okay. He’s right, of course. Being at the hospital is surprisingly exhausting. The atmosphere is tense, the air is stale, people come and go at all hours and the fluorescent lights don’t help matters. It’s going to take a while for him to recoup and re-energize himself. Still, his wounds on his legs seem worse all of a sudden. His arms are not doing that well either. HeRead More →

What I am watching The fact that I was going to watch The Spanish Princess on STARZ was a given! This is basically the “sequel” to “The White Queen” (about the life of Elizabeth Woodwille, wife of Edward IV) and “The White Princess” (about the life of Elizabeth of York, daughter of Elizabeth Woodwille, who married Henry VII). These are all historical novels written by Philippa Gregory. The Spanish Princess is Catherine of Aragon, first wife of the infamous Henry VIII, son of Elizabeth of York. The episodes center around her arrival in England to marry Henry’s older brother Arthur. When Arthur dies months after their nuptials Catherine schemes to marry Henry to maintain her previous status of future Queen of England. While I did love the show, I still think the original White Queen was much better, more “intense”, so to speak. Nonetheless, five stars! I remember clearly whenRead More →

I will try to update this blog on Nicky every now and again, and I felt it was important to start now because, even though he’s finally improving greatly from his 6 months ordeal, there are things that have deteriorated from him spending a significant amount of time not being able to move or eat. As I am a writer, I wanted to also make sense of it all from a mother’s perspective. One of the main reasons why all of this happened in the first place and it took so long to get things resolved is because Nicky, being 22, means he can no longer see all the Doctors that took care of him when he was a child. Considering how freaking RARE RDEB is, everyone is just at a loss on how to help, that’s where frustration and a million phone calls come into place. “I will MAKERead More →

Something happened when I tried to share my latest post from this website on Facebook on July 10th… Hmmm… really? People on Facebook have reported this website as abusive? When I further tried to copy and paste a link to my blog on Facebook I got this message: I requested many reviews, complained, sent feedback, asked, wondered, you name it. I got no response at all. I also read through the Community Standards and there is absolutely NOTHING in there about having “wound pictures” on my blog (not on Facebook, mind you, on my BLOG) that are deemed spam or are truly that graphic. There is no nudity in these pics, just wounds on arms or legs. This reminds me of the time a few years ago when I used to post my son’s wound photos On FB itself and I got put in Facebook jail for it. That postRead More →