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June 2001 – Nicky, 4.5 years old @ Stanford just before his dilatation. Following is an excerpt from the Book ‘Butterfly Child’ Chapter 9 “One of the things that turned out to be very frustrating about the move was finding a new Pediatrician. After much research I took Nicky to the first appointment and let’s …
Success is a word measured differently with kids like Nicky. I consider a “great” and “successful” day, when we’ve gotten through a day without choking, vomiting or screaming in pain, or when we can spend a few moments laughing. ~Silvia Corradin  
Please keep Nicky in your prayers… I am a little frazzled this week but I hope I can explain myself better than my mental state wants to allow. One of the nasty side effects of RDEB is that the scarring does not only appear on the outside of the body, but also in mucosal surfaces, such …
Parents that live in this “medically fragile” bubble have to take life differently. Most days, it’s by the hour. ~Silvia Corradin  
Fighting for the rights of the disabled has been a big cause of mine since Nicky was born. Anything related to him not only to have the basic EB supplies, but for wheelchair access, awareness and the like. I fought really hard for some of these things, and most of them didn’t come easy at …
When fate deals you cards you not only did not expect, but were not ready or willing to face, it is devastating. ~Silvia Corradin from the book “Special Mommy Chronicles“  
There are days where I feel I cannot see one more blister, one more sore area that won’t heal. But, what do I do? Run away? I’m the mom, I can’t leave. I am the only person this child has, and honestly, I love him so much, they would have to take me away kicking …
Nicky in Kindergarten, late 2001 – Kindergarten was only “half day” so school started a little after 8am and ended at 11am. The teacher suggested him coming in on Tuesday/Thursday only to get used to it, and if he could handle it, then he could come every day. This was all fine and dandy, but …
This past holiday season I was in a truly morose mood, but just this past week I talked to someone that gave me a heads up… how we are the creators of our own joy. “You are the one that has to create joy in your life” he said, and then followed them with examples… …
I found this website a while back (http://thetruesize.com/) where you could overimpose the size of one country with another, so I took my beloved Italy and put it over California just to get an idea… It wasn’t a big surprise to me to find out the length of Italy is fairly comparable to the length of California. …
So, 2017 is upon us and we’re back to the usual routines. I was looking at my calendar for upcoming appointments and I noticed I have one with my Psychiatrist on Monday as I do once every 3 months to update my anti-depressant meds and I thought that maybe this time I might take him …
I’ve been real sick with the flu this past week, so I had the chance to finally watch the 8 episodes of Medici: Masters of Florence on Netflix and, let’s just say I was not disappointed. It was a beauty to behold. Glorious. First, let me say that Firenze (Florence), is my absolute favorite city …
It occurs to me sometimes that when people in general refer to Nicky or any child with EB as “medically fragile”, they may not truly understand what that means. And the truth is that the definition varies widely not only depending by the form of EB but also from patient to patient. Since my only “specialization” …
Feel free to save them and share! To save the bigger version of the image, click on the image first to load it, then right click to save image. There is no sugar-coating EB or trying to make it worse than it is, we couldn’t imagine a worse condition, ever. It’s treasuring the little things …
March 2009 – Brotherly Love! Nicky (12 years old) is hugging his little brother Connor (5 years old). So cute!!! I love doing digital scrapbooking but I haven’t done it in a very long time… as soon as I am finished digitizing all my old videos I will try to devote a morning a week …
So… ever since the election I decided that my desire for sanity needed immediate precedence over the desire of being well-informed. Being well-informed nowadays, I found out, is almost impossible anyway. With the advent of fake news and the news biz in general being more interested in generating profit and viewership over reporting actual news, …
As Nicky’s 20th Birthday came and went, I am reminded of so many moments in his life where things were dicey. When I really thought he wasn’t going to make it to his 8th birthday, let alone reach his twenties. When he was 5 years old, in fact, he took a bad fall, which denuded …
Feel free to save them and share! To save the bigger version of the image, click on the image first to load it, then right click to save image. The past cannot be changed, it can only be accepted. Real friends heal, they really do. If Nicky’s existence has taught me anything is not to …
I’ve been working “not exactly diligently” in digitizing all my old VHS & 8mm videos and it’s a tougher project to do that I initially realized. I would have wanted to be done by now but it’s become very hard. I am very far from being done. It’s not hard doing the digitizing per se, …
September 1997 – The Theme for Nicky’s nursery was Pooh as it’s painfully obvious! I love how I set up this photo in his crib with all the Pooh characters. And that smile… it just melts me all over… More of Nicky’s story in the book… Thank you so much for your support!! http://www.butterflychildamothersjourney.com/?page_id=19 Love …
In exactly 10 days Nicky will be 20 years old. I have to let it sink in because not only this is a long time for a child that deals with this severe of a form of this condition (and he’s stable at present), but make no mistake, my rainbow baby was surely precious and …
I’ve been kind of “out of it” the past several days since the election. The day that followed I was in a daze. I cried and I couldn’t stop. The man that made fun of a disabled reporter was now president. What was I going to tell my disabled son? The man that hates immigrants …
Feel free to save them and share! To save the bigger version of the image, click on the image first to load it, then right click to save image. We all have bad days. I want to be able to vent my grief and frustrations without anyone making me feel guilty about them. I just …
Last night, during a bandage change, I barely touched Nicky’s feet and he yelled in pain. I wasn’t touching a wound, mind you, I was simply “gently” feeling his skin. His feet nowadays are mostly healed, and they have been healed for sometime, they really look beautiful all in all, so I was a little …