I was worried about Nicky yesterday and I told him so. It seems as if lately he sleeps as much as 18 hours a day! He doesn’t do that every day (his normal is about 12), but he has done this at least 3 times this week-and he told me not to worry. He told me that he spent so much time in the hospital this year he’s enjoying the slumber without interruption in the cool, air conditioned room of his. Awww…. okay. He’s right, of course. Being at the hospital is surprisingly exhausting. The atmosphere is tense, the air is stale, people come and go at all hours and the fluorescent lights don’t help matters. It’s going to take a while for him to recoup and re-energize himself. Still, his wounds on his legs seem worse all of a sudden. His arms are not doing that well either. HeRead More →

Ever since Nicky has started having trouble with the g-tube we had to change our whole routine. While some are small things, the biggest change has been how much weaker he’s become, so, instead of him coming to the couch to change bandages, I go to him. He spends his day at the computer chair, so I grab the bandages and I sit next to him while I change the arm, leg, or whatever. He’s weak because he’s lost so much weight, but also because moving is painful. He’s been moving less and less over the years. When you don’t want to move much, it affects your joints and your muscles. The fact that his feet are mega-sensitive and he can’t really walk on them doesn’t help any. When he does walk he walks (with the help of his walker) on his tippy-toes, which are extremely well padded. An “outRead More →