{"id":1893,"date":"2016-03-21T15:06:43","date_gmt":"2016-03-21T22:06:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/?p=1893"},"modified":"2016-03-21T15:07:35","modified_gmt":"2016-03-21T22:07:35","slug":"alexs-video","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/?p=1893","title":{"rendered":"Alex&#8217;s Video"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I made this video for my online &#8220;baby loss&#8221; support group 20 years ago. We all made videos to &#8220;swap around&#8221; with other grieving moms to help each other out. I put the highlights of my pregnancy with Alex, the delivery and the funeral and I put it to music. I am still not sure how I did that without a computer, but, alas. I&#8217;ve always been resourceful. That tape has been sitting around for 20 years and I never watched it again. Now that I am in the process of digitizing all sorts of VHS tapes for posterity I came across it and yesterday I was strong enough to do it. I still had to look away at some parts. I feel a lump in my throat that I can&#8217;t quite describe. It is what it is.<\/p>\n<p>I made this video public for the time being, but I know it may be hard to watch for most, so if I get negative feedback I will make it private. I&#8217;ll see how it goes. Thank you so much in advance for caring about my little angel in heaven.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/VAlmq_dNHO4\" width=\"420\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s some quotes taken from this blog about Alex and his stillbirth.<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"boxer\" href=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/?attachment_id=1895\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1895\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-1895\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-56.jpg\" alt=\"quotescover-JPG-56\" width=\"350\" height=\"350\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-56.jpg 600w, https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-56-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-56-50x50.jpg 50w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a> <a class=\"boxer\" href=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/?attachment_id=1896\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1896\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-1896\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-49.jpg\" alt=\"quotescover-JPG-49\" width=\"350\" height=\"350\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-49.jpg 600w, https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-49-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-49-50x50.jpg 50w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a class=\"boxer\" href=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/?attachment_id=1894\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1894\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-1894\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-86.jpg\" alt=\"quotescover-JPG-86\" width=\"350\" height=\"350\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-86.jpg 600w, https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-86-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/quotescover-JPG-86-50x50.jpg 50w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Love &amp; Light,<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"boxer\" href=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/?attachment_id=1897\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1897\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1897\" src=\"http:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/SilviaAngel.gif\" alt=\"SilviaAngel\" width=\"198\" height=\"290\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"fb-background-color\">\n\t\t\t  <div \n\t\t\t  \tclass = \"fb-comments\" \n\t\t\t  \tdata-href = \"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/?p=1893\"\n\t\t\t  \tdata-numposts = \"20\"\n\t\t\t  \tdata-lazy = \"true\"\n\t\t\t\tdata-colorscheme = \"light\"\n\t\t\t\tdata-order-by = \"reverse_time\"\n\t\t\t\tdata-mobile=true>\n\t\t\t  <\/div><\/div>\n\t\t  <style>\n\t\t    .fb-background-color {\n\t\t\t\tbackground: #ffffff !important;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t\t.fb_iframe_widget_fluid_desktop iframe {\n\t\t\t    width: 100% !important;\n\t\t\t}\n\t\t  <\/style>\n\t\t  ","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I made this video for my online &ldquo;baby loss&rdquo; support group 20 years ago. We all made videos to &ldquo;swap around&rdquo; with other grieving moms to help each other out. I put the highlights of my pregnancy with Alex, the delivery and the funeral and I put it to music.&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1895,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[347,145,81,104,105],"class_list":["post-1893","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","tag-baby-loss","tag-losing-alex","tag-pregnancy-loss","tag-stillbirth","tag-stillborn"],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1893","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1893"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1893\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1898,"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1893\/revisions\/1898"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1895"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1893"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1893"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.silviaskingdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1893"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}