Every three months I have an appointment with my psychiatrist and I strangely look forward to it. He is not a therapist per se, we do talk about my mental struggles, but I do not spend an hour blabbing about my problems. I say “strangely” because before my appointment I am forced to do an inner assessment of why I am feeling low lately so I can accurately explain myself to him. I am not used to explore my inner feelings, I have to force myself to. I am not used to try to figure out why something bothers me, but one thing is for sure, it does help to put things into perspective and get an outsider’s POV about it. Today, for example, I realized I felt low because in a way, my life is on a “repeat” button. Day after day, week after week, year after year, IRead More →

It isn’t every day that a TV show surprises me, in a good way, nonetheless. I am a late arrival at the “Game of Thrones” obsession, and the one thing that I cringed about prior to watching the first episode was how they were going to portray their “little” character, Tyrion Lannister. Normally anyone that is different that is cast in a show is there as a “token”, so-to-speak. Having a “different” child has made me very sensitive to this subject so when I sat down to watch the premiere I was impressed immediately when I saw the scene of Tyrion talking with Jon Snow: Tyrion: Let me give you some advice bastard. Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you. Jon: What the hell do you know about being a bastard? Tyrion: AllRead More →