A Mother's Journey
My heartfelt book, Losing Alex, which I wrote after the loss of my first baby, Alex, who was stillborn at full term, is now officially an AudioBook and I couldn't be more proud and humbled by the amazing voice of Marsha Waterbury, for lending her talents for my story.
September 1997 – The Theme for Nicky’s nursery was Pooh as it’s painfully obvious! I love how I set up this photo in his crib with all the Pooh characters. And that smile… it just melts me all over… More of Nicky’s story in the book… Thank you so much...
August 1997 – Nicky and I on our way to my anniversary dinner…. Nicky looks so spiffy, but despite the smiles, behind the scenes, I was a mess. At this point I was taking Nicky to the Physical Therapist twice a week and she became sort of a confidant; I...
March 2001 – I was thinking about this picture just the other day when we were driving back from Stanford and I was so happy to find it. Isn’t Nicky cute? “Casa De Fruta” used to be just a big fruit stand, now it’s a mini-amusement park, complete with a...
September 1997 – I love this picture of 10 month old Nicky with his dad, if only because of those BIG blue eyes! His poor mouth was in bad shape, he had already stopped eating baby food at this point and could only ingest liquids. On occasion he could chew...
December 2008 – Nicky in his Mecca! He was 12 years old in this picture at a GameStop at the Antelope Valley Mall. When Nicky was 4 years old I bought an old SuperNintendo so I could teach him to play Mario Kart; I loved that game! I thought that...
October 1998 – This is my dad’s absolute favorite photo with Nicky, taken at the Milan airport in Italy on the day we were flying back home to Phoenix. Nicky was almost 2 years old. I know it may seem bizarre since they are giving us their back, but dad...
October 2002 – A fun memory of Disneyland with Nicky, almost 6 years old. We spent the day with a couple of other EB families and it was a blast. It’s fun to remember the good times too. More of Nicky’s story in the book… Thank you so much for...
October 2010 – Nicky here was almost 14 years old when we went to Minnesota for a counsel for a Bone Marrow Transplant. My darling boy was just out of anesthesia here while we were waiting for our ride to take us back to the hotel. They had just taken...
My little guy! Nicky here was 1 month old, this photo taken on New Year’s Eve 1996. I had just gotten his face all healed up from the scratches he had on his face due to his nails, so at that time I resorted in putting gloves on him to...
My sweetie pie! I just want to pick him up and cover him with kisses. Here he was about 6 months old in the late Spring 1997 and taking a nap surrounded by pillows. I will forever regret not bandaging his hands back then, I just did not know they...
May 1998 – I love this picture of my grandma Rina (then 95 years old, she passed away in 2005 close to her 102nd birthday!!), playing around with Nicky when we spent 8 months in Italy. My mom is holding him. We had gone to Italy to basically save me...
January 2009 – Nicky was 12 years old in this picture showing his “talent”, LOL. He can’t really keep his legs straight to walk, but he sure can do other things… crazy! More of Nicky’s story in the book… Thank you so much for your support!! http://www.butterflychildamothersjourney.com/?page_id=19 Love & Light,...
June 2008 – Nicky was 11 years old in this picture taken at Camp Wonder in Livermore (CA). I started taking Nicky to camp in 2003 when I was pregnant with Connor and we’ve gone every year since. Nicky told me the other day that he’ll go as long as...
February 2004 – Nicky was 7 years old in this picture with his little brother Connor, who was 6 months old. I love this picture. I can’t help but remember how much Nicky loved his little brother when he was little, he simply adored him. Of course their relationship has...
