My job is to keep my head above water for Nicky’s sake, which can be an unsurmountable task at times.
God can and will give you more than you can handle, it’s up to us to decide what can wait and what cannot.
Last night I came THIS CLOSE at crying myself to sleep. I simply don’t understand why the people I love the most must be in pain and struggle the hardest. I will never get it, and God better have an answer for me when I come through those pearly gates!
No matter what happens in my life, I’ve always kept those rose sunglasses handy, I’ve always enjoyed finding the silver lining into everything, no matter how dark and deep, but at times the doom seems like a bottomless pit.