Planning a year from now, a month from now or a week from now isn’t always an option. I make and break plans constantly because my child’s health can turn on a dime. We spend our days changing bandages, fiddling with medications, with needle pokes, blood draws & infusions and we measure milestones with wound healing and high red cell counts. One would think that after 20 years and 2 bankruptcies I would be used to this hellhole of a place where Insurance companies dictate the life and death of people, but, sorry, it still makes me mad. Quiet people live internally a lot. They write their feelings out. They also learn to listen, which is a wonderful quality. Look, I was not happy with the election results, but I care about my health too much to spend my time badmouthing, name calling or insulting others who don’t think theyRead More →

Nicky’s inner strength is something I deeply admire. There are times that he still surprises me with his wit, the way he thinks and the way he handles things. He’s such a loving, deeply interesting boy for those that care enough and are lucky enough to get to know him. He suffers greatly as well though, and that fact can never be ignored. I took the following pictures this past month to give everyone a small glimpse of what his skin looks like under the bandages. He’s part of the SD -101 cream trial (http://ebstudy.com/) so if you think his wounds look better, it’s because they do. This is his right arm. It’s looking fantastic. I know, I know, it still looks painful, but considering how it looked like before, say a year ago, there is a big difference. This is his lower back. This area is harder to wrap becauseRead More →

I talked about my “Concoction” of various healing ingredients that I use to get Nicky’s wounds to heal on my blog here, and with the following video I wanted to show how I apply it on the wounds and info on where I get some of the ingredients and also about a couple of more ingredients I added. The first one is the Aloe Vera Gel I got at GNC (also available at Amazon.com) and the Gentian Violet that I got at RiteAid (also available at Amazon.com). Hope this helps someone! Until there is a cure… Love and Light, Post Views: 514Read More →