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As many bereaved moms know, the grief over the loss of our children is not something we can ever “let go”, “get over”, or “forget about it”. We understand that it may be uncomfortable for people when we mention their name, but the wrong response to hearing our child’s name is not one of these …
I came across a short movie (23 minutes) the other day, produced by a UK charity called “Abigail Footsteps” called “The Deafening Silence” and I just cannot get it out of my head. I’ve seen other movies depicting… or trying to… show the emotion and devastation of stillbirth, and while they were mostly good, this one, …
I made this video for my online “baby loss” support group 20 years ago. We all made videos to “swap around” with other grieving moms to help each other out. I put the highlights of my pregnancy with Alex, the delivery and the funeral and I put it to music. I am still not sure …
Twenty-one years ago the unthinkable happened to me. I was 9 months pregnant and on the day that I was due, I just couldn’t feel the baby move at all. The following morning, at the Doctor’s office, I was given the devastating news that there was no heartbeat. The baby had died inside of me. …
I don’t talk much about Nicky’s big brother Alex in this blog. Alex is my first baby that was stillborn at full term in March 1995. I may not talk about him, but he’s always on my mind. His loss is something I will carry with me forever. His absence is felt, yet his presence …
My heartfelt book, Losing Alex, which I wrote after the loss of my first baby, Alex, who was stillborn at full term, is now officially an AudioBook and I couldn’t be more proud and humbled by the amazing voice of Marsha Waterbury, for lending her talents for my story. It’s available on Audible at this link. It’s …
I know everyone likes Amazon, but if you knew how big of a cut they get, you’d be surprised! Hence, unless you’re downloading the eBooks for the Kindle, the best deals can be found directly from the publisher. So, here’s the scoop on the best deals for my books! eBooks Kindle is the way to go …
I just updated Nicky’s Caringbridge Blog this morning…. Thank you for your support and thank you for allowing me to vent. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/nickyz MORE NEWS! The Audiobook of Losing Alex​ will be available shortly. It’s so exciting for me! Also, I was able to lower the cost of my book Butterfly Child – A Mother’s Journey​ …
My book “Losing Alex” is FREE for Mother’s Day Weekend for the Kindle! It is roughly the first two chapters of Butterfly Child – A Mother’s Journey​ and it entails my journey of loss that proceeded Nicky’s birth. If you don’t have a Kindle it’s OK, Amazon has FREE Kindle reading apps for your smartphone, …
Here’s my book trailer for “Losing Alex: The Night I Held An Angel“. Dedicated to all moms of Angels <3 Love & Light,
From one crazy overwhelmed mommy to another, I need your help! The best holiday gift you can give me, in anticipation of my release of the book Butterfly Child – A Mother’s Journey (due out in early 2015) is a review of my book “Losing Alex”, which is a FREE download for the Kindle TODAY …
I know for many, the death of a child, an infant, the loss of a pregnancy is unthinkable. Unfortunately for many, it is a reality. After I lost my first baby, Alex, at full term, I was shocked to find out how many women suffered such loss-the latest estimates state there are at least 100 …
Happy Mother’s Day everyone! In honor of all Mothers who had to give their children back, and as my way of paying it forward and my gift to all of you, I am offering my book ‘Losing Alex’ for the kindle for FREE for a few days. Here’s the Link —> Losing Alex <— (or …
Two years ago it became clear that Nicky’s power chair was on its last leg. The chair was 6 years old and it was literally falling apart. Not only that, Nicky was 9 when he got it, and he was now 15, he barely fit into the thing anymore. The Physical Therapy dept at CHLA …
Merry Christmas everyone! As my way of paying it forward and my gift to all of you, I am offering my book ‘Losing Alex’ for the kindle for FREE until Christmas day! Click here to go to Amazon… (a new window will open) or click on the cover of the book on the left. This is …